Monday, December 11, 2006

Someone

I just can't take my mind off Red Delicious. Today... ah, it was awful, we were together, (me, Peter, Red Delicious, Art, and Eye) just hanging out behind the commons like we usually do. But then Red Delicious, Art, and Eye go inside the commons because it was cold. So me and Peter follow them. Once inside, we (Peter and I) stand around awkwardly because we have no idea what we're doing there. They sit down and me and Peter follow suit. I sat next to Red Delicious and at first he was facing and talking to me, and I was heppe. But then he starts to completely ignore me so I start talking to Peter exclusively. He did almost the same thing earlier. I was sitting next to him at morning meeting. God... At least today he said more to me than he did all week. But, because of said condition in previous post, I keep on thinking that we're still friends. So I keep going up to him and acting like nothing happened. Do you think it will work? Or do you think I should ignore him as much as he's ignoring me? Keep in mind this was not a plan, I just happened to be doing it by accident because I have no memory at the moment, just feelings. I just react to people accordingly: how I feel about them.
So, the title! I bet you're wondering about that, huh? Well, I'm referring to a song I've probably talked about: Someone by DHT. I was just talking to Sweety about the way he looked at me, I could feel his longing. It's so sweet! I love it when guys look at me like that. It makes me feel special. And I told him that I wished Red Delicious would look at me like that. I just wish I could be his someone.

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